It's hard to believe that in some other timeline where i didn't hesitate, i've been away overseas at this moment and am just making my way back. Don't know why, but it feels like going overseas for a relaxation seems to be so rooted in me now that missing the flights just runs my mind so badly and i just kept checking flights so that i can just drop everything and go. Well, today is the last day of the year. No more such thinking anymore. The next chance will be in April...and looking at it now, it's not really that far off. Today also marks the last day i will be working in my current department. Friday i will be collecting my new laptop. Still unsure of the scope of my work but i wholeheartedly look towards the challenges it will bring. Onward. Forward.