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Nightmare. Haven't had one of those that straight up gave me uncomfortable feelings. --- It was about a colleague who used to be fairly close and friendly. One day, i was scolded without reason (or unclear reason) and he chose words with the intention to hurt. So i kept my distance afterwards. This is a nightmare about that colleague. For some reason, i found myself lost in a familiar-looking neighbourhood. For some reason, i found him and his car by the road. Odd, since he does not own a car. For some reason, despite our quarrel, i decided to walk towards his car and got in expecting a ride out of the current neighbourhood. I couldn't recall the words he said but i know that they were meant to hurt. I got out of the car and left without saying anything. Just like how i would have act if it's in reality. Even in the dreamscape, I've made the decision to walk separate ways. --- There wasn't a doubt that this "estranged" colleague is part of the reason why i...
It has been 2 weeks since the last post. Lots of things have changed. As i mentioned in my last post as the ending, i have shortened my hair. To start, i only kept my hair as a reminder to be resolved this time when trying to cut myself away from the company. The day i handed the letter over, i went to a hairdresser when the day ended. I have taken that step forward. --- I thought i was prepared enough for this but when i was looking over my documents i realised that i may not have been keeping up with the handing over. So i need to continue with this for a bit more. While the letter is out and i have been getting better in the head, there are still some tasks to complete before i can call it an end. Now there's only 2 weeks left before the last day. It's just waiting for that day to happen now. I can think about what's next afterwards.