Resolutions of Life

All it took was one thing to make me waver. --- I attended an interview 2 months ago at the Education Institute for a position of Software Developer for an unknown database. Then i was ignored for 2 months and naturally thought i flunked the interview. I made my current plan of running overseas with the thought that i can forget about that position. ...so when they came back with a reply asking for a follow-up interview. I shared my plan and i think that was it. Now they'll definitely have to go for someone else. ...but it certainly didn't feel good to have people tell you often plans don't always go the way we want...even if i know that that's mostly what will be happening. The fear of failure amplified. ...but we still have time. I will do what i can.

Not everything is going to go as smoothly as i had hoped they will be. --- Posts are slowing down. Mainly because change is slowing. Settling into this norm of sedating myself with anime while occasionally going to work to fulfill what only i can do. Outside of that, my routine is quite set in stone. I sleep and wake early, take simple breakfast and lunches. I have entirely skipped dinner for months now. It wasn't like last year when i started dieting. It's become a habit. I don't feel the urge to take dinner anymore. Mentioned this before but sometimes i skipped breakfast too, though i would compensate with a heavier lunch. --- Did some research on JET. Seems like it is window-based application and opens only towards the end of the year. There are some knitty-gritty details which will be a pain to meet but it's still 5 months away from the application period. There is still time to make adjustments. The pressing issue is probably the certificate of health. ...

Some kind of organisation conference today. Tuned in for about 40 minutes and was bored out of my mind. Shut down afterwards although it is still ongoing now after 4 hours. I did hear rumours about pay and bonus. A hit on the plans but if that is the case, then i don't think i need to hold on till September. That means i need to move everything forward. I also need to start seriously researching on how to apply for the JET programme soon. Mmm.

I had a kind of long dream. Yet i couldn't remember much of it. In the dream, i was in a classroom of a school that i have never been to before. It seems to be influenced by all the anime i have been watching, since the classroom was kind of familiar in the sense that i have seen it in anime before. I remember that i need to take 2 exams in that day. I was studying for the first one but realised that i had forgot about when the first test was studying. I woke up as soon as i tried to remember the where and when is the test held. --- Haven't had a dream that i can recall for a long, long time...

...this is really going to be a anime and manga review blog soon. Well, not really review. I don't talk so much about anything except for my thoughts anyway. --- I finished 3D Kanajo today and it was absolutely touching. I love stories with happy endings and not open endings as to who the protagonist is going to end up with. Also, really stuck with To Love Ru recently but i don't like how the Darkness arc is heavily ecchi. GJ-bu was another surprising hit towards the ending. Again, though, focusing on the (possible) romance of the plot even for Slice of Life animes. --- I think i will leave it at here now.

No progress on real-life matters. As in, exit plan was not planned further than the letter throwing part. If i am going to start taking lessons, i probably need to do some budgeting and finance to see if my current savings can carry me through. If there was ever a point i regret spending so much money on mobile games, it's now. I am kidding. I felt a tinge of regret every time i authorized a purchase. ...at least, this spending habit stopped. My greatest expenditure for the past few months is probably the light novels i have been buying. --- Finished a few more series of anime. Everyday life with Monster Girls is surprising heartwarming and wholesome, if i disregard the overt ecchi scenes they had in. This made me read the manga and i just don't think there's going to be a season 2. Finished Charlotte today. Haven't really had an anime close up the story so it was great. Cried at the last episode. Also finished the manga for Recently, My Sister is Unu...