So the year will end in about 50 minutes. 2019 has been a really, really terrible year for me. I have to admit some of the failings i've faced was due to my own unrealistic expectations but job hunting sucks. Despite landing a few offers, the cut was too great for me to bear. Even though from the start i said i was fine with the offer, when it does come through though, i start to wonder about what kind of compromise i have to make. Still trying to leave since, work's pretty much stale and people's expectations start to get insanely unfair. Welp, despite all the setbacks and failures, i can't be giving up leaving. I have to try further. May the year 2020 be the year i be free.