I have this strange happy, fuzzy feeling when i watch shows with some corny romance scenarios. Or if it's just reading mangas with similar kind of romance. Maybe it's because i've never really experienced such lovey-dovey feelings myself...so i should feel jealousy instead? But i feel happy. For the characters in the stories. For people who don't really exist. If i am to look at myself, i really cannot see a future where i would be in similar scenario. I am in a really...lazy scenario where i really want to have a partner but i don't really want to go through a process of dating. ...and as i look at my age...heh. I am in such a big predicament.