Resolutions of Life

Internship presentation today. It might be the worst presentation i have ever done. I noticed that if the person i am presenting to don't even listen, then i won't even bother trying to give my all. I stutter and laze throughout the whole presentation. I was given 25 minutes to do my presentation, but ended up using only 5 minutes. I got the chance to look at my watch and lie by the lecturer's table, but the professor supervising seldom look at me anyways so i guess it didn't matter at all. What a long day.

I went for my first FYP discussion with a professor today. I have a pretty clear idea of what is required to be done, just that i am still not sure that what it will accomplish. It was a pretty interesting conversation about relativity and the methods of teaching it. However, somehow i found myself with a final exam paper which seems to me i need to do. Oh well. Tomorrow is the internship presentation. I can't even tell if i feel like giving my all. Blah~

I bought a laptop for $1000 using my own money i got through the internship and selling some of my old, no-longer-using-as-much consoles. It's a Lenovo Y50 which really considered to be a gaming laptop. It has been performing pretty impressive so far, whether is it aesthetically or gaming performance wise. As a result, i've decommissioned my old desktop. It had served me 5 long years and i think it deserved its break. I am in the process of selecting my FYP topic. It is a little difficult to do so because there are so many interesting ones but eventually i'll have to choose. Let's start by talking to a few supervisors first.

The internship is finally over. Now only the oral presentation is left and i don't really feel like making the slides yet. My studies are also changing based on the new requirements for the new specialization. After the discussion with the faculty manager, my load this upcoming semester will be lighter but the later semester will be slightly challenging. Meanwhile, the FYP selection timing is 5 weeks. I need to find a supervisor then. The difficulty is choosing a topic because there are so many interesting ones. Oh...i am already feeling stressed. --- On a side note, i am thinking of getting a new laptop for the project. Just waiting for a properly priced one.

It was days like this where screams reached the skies A song that seemingly calms the heart but instead hurts it. A grip that tightens whenever there is desire to be free Yet only chains remain. Sometimes when we scream, we fade away. ...but the world seemed happier without caring.

It is the final phase of my internship. I slowly felt the nothingness of doing nothing (What?) However, some things are picking up. I've started to write my report. Although there was some difficulty in finding time to write it, by a twist of luck i managed to write it during work. Hence, my report is more or less done...the more important parts of it, anyways. I guess i have lesser things to say than i think i had.