This week has been a week of defeats.
It begins with the marks for Quantum Mechanics. I only barely passed the paper. Maybe a lot of other people were in the same range as i am, but i saw people with insanely high scores...so much for feeling good about it.
Next was Solids midterms on Wednesday. It feels like of a challenge, but i hope i can at least pass too.
Next paper was complex methods. It was really a bummer because all along the week i thought the paper will be on Friday, yet on Wednesday then i learnt that it will be on Thursday. I was totally caught off guard and i didn't study much because of the lost of buffer time to do so.
The paper was really difficult as i expected but i just keep on writing gibberish as much as possible.
Friday was lab evaluation, and i felt that i did it really bad. I got into a fair argument with the tutor about finer points of the experiment but eventually i could not reinforce my point anymore. I just let it go at that point.
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I felt so defeated this week i kind of have doubts about what i am currently doing. Maybe when my father told me that there are limits to each humans trying to study, he's right about it...but we'll see. We'll see.
It begins with the marks for Quantum Mechanics. I only barely passed the paper. Maybe a lot of other people were in the same range as i am, but i saw people with insanely high scores...so much for feeling good about it.
Next was Solids midterms on Wednesday. It feels like of a challenge, but i hope i can at least pass too.
Next paper was complex methods. It was really a bummer because all along the week i thought the paper will be on Friday, yet on Wednesday then i learnt that it will be on Thursday. I was totally caught off guard and i didn't study much because of the lost of buffer time to do so.
The paper was really difficult as i expected but i just keep on writing gibberish as much as possible.
Friday was lab evaluation, and i felt that i did it really bad. I got into a fair argument with the tutor about finer points of the experiment but eventually i could not reinforce my point anymore. I just let it go at that point.
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I felt so defeated this week i kind of have doubts about what i am currently doing. Maybe when my father told me that there are limits to each humans trying to study, he's right about it...but we'll see. We'll see.
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