Resolutions of Life

This week has been a week of defeats. It begins with the marks for Quantum Mechanics. I only barely passed the paper. Maybe a lot of other people were in the same range as i am, but i saw people with insanely high scores...so much for feeling good about it. Next was Solids midterms on Wednesday. It feels like of a challenge, but i hope i can at least pass too. Next paper was complex methods. It was really a bummer because all along the week i thought the paper will be on Friday, yet on Wednesday then i learnt that it will be on Thursday. I was totally caught off guard and i didn't study much because of the lost of buffer time to do so. The paper was really difficult as i expected but i just keep on writing gibberish as much as possible. Friday was lab evaluation, and i felt that i did it really bad. I got into a fair argument with the tutor about finer points of the experiment but eventually i could not reinforce my point anymore. I just let it go at that point. --- I...

Last post was at week 1 of school and now i am at the start of week 7 of the school term. The new subjects are biting into us. It feels like the same thing all over again the last semester, where people have no idea what professors are talking about and we have no idea how to catch up, but i am still taking things slow. Not too bad at it. --- One major gripe i have was experiments. I have this really horrible partner who is rather bad at experimental techniques. He also happened to be the only one who consistently bother me after the experiment for my analysis, which is supposed to be individual work...but the worst thing is that he's a friend and i can't bring myself to bring down the hammer. Hence, just unnecessary stress to my back. Also, people just started leeching me off assignments and solutions. Really lousy. It's people who don't talk to you for the longest of time, just came to you for solutions all of a sudden and then after that, you're out of th...