People instinctively believed in an ideal world. A world where ideas and beliefs do not clash with each other. A world where only the person him/herself truly matters. A world where, as the person would think, if his/her own ideals were forced to everyone then there would be no war. No fights. No differences in opinions and hence progress will be ensured. I am an idealist. Looking back at my last post of last year, i realise at this point of time that i had really spun some big words back then. "Big" words. The first semester of this year was not particularly spectacular. As a matter of fact i would say it is pretty devastating, academically, that is. For the first time for quite some time have i felt so afraid of failure. Module content was so frighteningly foreign to me even when i am aware i have had prior experience in high school. The lecturers did not make it any easier. Most of the time i just can't understand what they are talking about. It feels as though...