It has been quite some time since my last post. A lot has happened and a lot had passed. This is already the study week and next week would be the final exams for semester 1. It has been a blast to be the least. Through these last few weeks i felt myself surrounded by wonderful people in the university who constantly pushed each other to go forth; encouraged each other in our times of need as well as to borrow a helping hand in whatever things we need done. It isn't really the same as back in the days of college. We are at the same level and we can help each other well. My progress in terms of academic performance is rather...above average. I get that kind of feeling that i'm doing well, but will always be worse off than somebody else. I don't really like that status of being just 'above-average'. I am trying my best to pull myself up further. While i enjoy this rush of stress and the momentum it gives me, i think i am starting to see some strands of white hair ...