Resolutions of Life

These words are within for a long time...waiting to be released...waiting to be spoken to the person whom it is meant for. " It has been a long time since we have any contact. ...and our last contact ended as what it seemed to me...a conflict. A quarrel. Something that probably will lead us to being strangers forever. Yet i was the one who started it. I was the one who went too far out of his way just to earn your attention. I wanted to impress you. I wanted you to know that even till this day, 4 years since i have first confessed to you, you're still the one who occupied the space in my heart. Because of what happened last year, because of what you said to me, i felt disappointment...as well as complete despair. After all, it made me feel that: "What did i devote my 3 years of life to? A pillar of false hope and anticipation." I was, from that day onwards, set determined to forget everything about you and just let it go. But whenever i feel down and hopeless, your f...

Well pals, it's already Sunday and i'm heading back to 'hell' tonight. It has been a good week, doing nothing but enjoying 'freedom' outside of camp. I really enjoyed it, and i'm feeling really depressed about going back. Anyways, i just have to accept the fact that it is going to be like this for the remaining 20 months i have left out of this service. ...and not to forget, 20 months for me to finish my gaming before plunging into my studies. --- I don't really feel like saying any other stuff so just enjoy.

Alright, just to share some info with you guys, i've created a facebook account as of yesterday. In serious need of some friends, so if you don't mind, link up with me using my email address: <2 Oct 2023: I removed my email here. What in the holy RA was i thinking when i put my email address here. And hey, i somehow actually came back to changing this more than 10 years after the post was made.> Cheers people, hope to see you guys around.

Well, it has been quite some time since my previous post. The biggest update however, is that i've bought Starcraft 2! I really like how the game works. It feels like the old game, but you can't play with old strategies. They don't work as well anymore with the new units and rules. Currently i'm playing terran as my main. Although i lost and got overwhelmed in my first match, i'm getting better with each match i play, exploring new strategies that fits me. Well, i'm off to play more, so tata for now.