I felt like i'm hit by high blood pressure today.
Seriously, since the day i got my results (It's actually not bad, but i failed my expectations), i felt like everyone is out to annoy me, and try to mess up with my life in one way or another, annoying me and trying to diss me off.
Believe or not...i'm gonna list them out.
Villain #1 and #2: My parents. BOTH of them
I don't know whether the two of them get it or not. I don't even know if they are even aware that i hate them much more than i hate trash, and i don't care as a matter of fact. But yeah. Seriously, people who don't know a thing should just shut the fudge up. I don't need your consolations because i am disappointed at my results (I can't be bothered about both of your expectations. I never cared enough about trash), and there the two of you saying: "We are not gonna scold you because of blah blah blah..." As though i give a crap about your opinions about my results. I don't even want to share with the 2 of you, if you aren't my parents. YES THIS IS HOW MUCH I HATE THEM, because of old history. They never fail to remind me why i dislike going out and dining with them: The whining never stops with them.
Villain #3: AMY...today, at least
I seriously, seriously have no idea what the fudge is wrong with you, all of a sudden acting like it's the first time i'm borrowing you my PSP. I thought i have laid the rules the very first time i borrowed you, well over a year ago.
"You DO NOT delete anything without asking me first."
There you are, asking me whether can you delete some files, this morning. This very day. I went into deep thought, trying to remember what game was in my memory stick, trying to remember if i backed those files up. Then i replied: "No." because i have not back up the files.
Then you went "Oh crap" and tell me you've already delete the files.
I can almost feel the Milo i had in the morning struggling to fight its way out of my stomach.
Seriously, i could have just shrugged it off if you didn't ask me that question, and just plain state that: "Hey, i'm sorry. I deleted some files in your memory stick because i need the space." I wouldn't be so pissed...No. I would not be pissed at all if you just SAID it instead of ASKING it. Seriously, what is the point of asking when you already did it? Will it change anything if i said no? Will it change anything if i said yes? Can you imagine me, messing with your piano first, then asking you whether i can try playing it later on (Rhetoric question, i don't expect a reply)?
...and after saying: "What's the point of asking when you already did?", you just had to add on "I did back them up in my laptop". Can you say that earlier? Must it wait until i'm done saying all that awkward stuff?
Congrats. You successfully make me look like a total fudge muffin moron-kind of bad guy.
Villain #4: That whatever guy who's working the same job as i am
Yeah. This is the one. This is the one i felt really dissed about. I'm completely messed up today because of this fudge muffin. But first, a little background story to clear things up:
You know that i got terminated as a data copywriter, right? Well, this guy, let's call him A (For a**hole), ring me up for no reason and ask me for help in getting our pay. That time, i thought to myself: "Why not?". After telling him to wait until the stated time (March), he asked me to go with him last Thursday to confirm with the head office. I was nervous because of my results, so i declined his offer. At that time, he asked me to go today, Monday, at 1pm in advance. I agreed.
Since i'm highly disciplined and have a strict code of conduct, i arrived at the place 20 minutes earlier than the agreed time. I messaged him when will he be arriving.
"2pm." He replied. 1 hour after the stated time of 1pm earlier on.
After a few exchange of messages, i found out that it was because he's watching soccer last night.
Fudging moron.
...and i actually slept early yesterday to prepare for the meeting. Do you notice the irony?
A few more exchange of messages, and he wants me to wait for him.
Do you seriously think that i'll will for someone i don't even know? Someone whom i have not ever see?
It is your fault for sleeping so late yesterday night, why do i have to bear that consequence and waste more of my time? Why do i have to do that? I can't see any reason to.
Know that i do not even tolerate 10 minutes of late-coming. All my friends who have been late before know this and never did it again. You may not know me, but 1 hour? Seriously? I don't think so. It's a complete joke no matter how i think.
Fudging moron with no sense of responsibility.
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End of rant. Yeah, i may be really harsh (If you don't think so, fudge means that F-word. Yes, THAT F-word), but do they not deserve it? I have no problem forgiving some people, in fact i'm not really bothered by MY since i can safely say that i have expected it (Just that the way he puts it is really...), but for some others? I'll never be able to forgive them.
...now i need a break.
Seriously, since the day i got my results (It's actually not bad, but i failed my expectations), i felt like everyone is out to annoy me, and try to mess up with my life in one way or another, annoying me and trying to diss me off.
Believe or not...i'm gonna list them out.
Villain #1 and #2: My parents. BOTH of them
I don't know whether the two of them get it or not. I don't even know if they are even aware that i hate them much more than i hate trash, and i don't care as a matter of fact. But yeah. Seriously, people who don't know a thing should just shut the fudge up. I don't need your consolations because i am disappointed at my results (I can't be bothered about both of your expectations. I never cared enough about trash), and there the two of you saying: "We are not gonna scold you because of blah blah blah..." As though i give a crap about your opinions about my results. I don't even want to share with the 2 of you, if you aren't my parents. YES THIS IS HOW MUCH I HATE THEM, because of old history. They never fail to remind me why i dislike going out and dining with them: The whining never stops with them.
Villain #3: AMY...today, at least
I seriously, seriously have no idea what the fudge is wrong with you, all of a sudden acting like it's the first time i'm borrowing you my PSP. I thought i have laid the rules the very first time i borrowed you, well over a year ago.
"You DO NOT delete anything without asking me first."
There you are, asking me whether can you delete some files, this morning. This very day. I went into deep thought, trying to remember what game was in my memory stick, trying to remember if i backed those files up. Then i replied: "No." because i have not back up the files.
Then you went "Oh crap" and tell me you've already delete the files.
I can almost feel the Milo i had in the morning struggling to fight its way out of my stomach.
Seriously, i could have just shrugged it off if you didn't ask me that question, and just plain state that: "Hey, i'm sorry. I deleted some files in your memory stick because i need the space." I wouldn't be so pissed...No. I would not be pissed at all if you just SAID it instead of ASKING it. Seriously, what is the point of asking when you already did it? Will it change anything if i said no? Will it change anything if i said yes? Can you imagine me, messing with your piano first, then asking you whether i can try playing it later on (Rhetoric question, i don't expect a reply)?
...and after saying: "What's the point of asking when you already did?", you just had to add on "I did back them up in my laptop". Can you say that earlier? Must it wait until i'm done saying all that awkward stuff?
Congrats. You successfully make me look like a total fudge muffin moron-kind of bad guy.
Villain #4: That whatever guy who's working the same job as i am
Yeah. This is the one. This is the one i felt really dissed about. I'm completely messed up today because of this fudge muffin. But first, a little background story to clear things up:
You know that i got terminated as a data copywriter, right? Well, this guy, let's call him A (For a**hole), ring me up for no reason and ask me for help in getting our pay. That time, i thought to myself: "Why not?". After telling him to wait until the stated time (March), he asked me to go with him last Thursday to confirm with the head office. I was nervous because of my results, so i declined his offer. At that time, he asked me to go today, Monday, at 1pm in advance. I agreed.
Since i'm highly disciplined and have a strict code of conduct, i arrived at the place 20 minutes earlier than the agreed time. I messaged him when will he be arriving.
"2pm." He replied. 1 hour after the stated time of 1pm earlier on.
After a few exchange of messages, i found out that it was because he's watching soccer last night.
Fudging moron.
...and i actually slept early yesterday to prepare for the meeting. Do you notice the irony?
A few more exchange of messages, and he wants me to wait for him.
Do you seriously think that i'll will for someone i don't even know? Someone whom i have not ever see?
It is your fault for sleeping so late yesterday night, why do i have to bear that consequence and waste more of my time? Why do i have to do that? I can't see any reason to.
Know that i do not even tolerate 10 minutes of late-coming. All my friends who have been late before know this and never did it again. You may not know me, but 1 hour? Seriously? I don't think so. It's a complete joke no matter how i think.
Fudging moron with no sense of responsibility.
---
End of rant. Yeah, i may be really harsh (If you don't think so, fudge means that F-word. Yes, THAT F-word), but do they not deserve it? I have no problem forgiving some people, in fact i'm not really bothered by MY since i can safely say that i have expected it (Just that the way he puts it is really...), but for some others? I'll never be able to forgive them.
...now i need a break.
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