Didn't really planned to post this soon, but after i read one of my friend's blog, i might as well.
It is about Childhood.
The weird thing about me that's rather different from others is that i somehow split my whole life till now as different phases, as i had different behaviors since young. I do remember that i was an extrovert when i was still in Primary school. The kind who, with a little bit of innocence and stubbornness, seeks joy and a carefree life.
I loved to play pranks on my friends when i was young. Maybe you would argue everyone likes to, but there are those who doesn't, i'm sure of that. I often got into fights with some guys from another class, i even when so far as to go provoke my seniors in the primary school. Yes, i couldn't believe i was once a person like that.
My childhood...is really more on a dark side. They are a part of me i refuse to recognize. I remembered that i once stole money from my family to buy those fanciful stationery (Yeah, those shaker pencils are the trend back then). I was beaten like a dog when i was found out.
That was...Primary 1. Don't ask me how or why do i know about stealing and then lying about it. Then came my later years in my primary school. I started to not do my homework. It was repeatedly done that i eventually made it into the vice principal's office. The principle even tried to convince my family to drop me to a lower band (I was at the highest). But i stuck it through and made it into a secondary school.
Oh yeah, i was a attendant during my primary school days in the school's cyber cafe. Despite the teacher saying to not play games with the computers, i just went ahead. In the end, everyone is coming just to play internet games, which is not the purpose of the cafe. I abuse my power anyway i liked. Responsibilities mean null to me. It never did.
Only when i entered the secondary school did i started to act like a young adult, and correctly. Since all i did in my secondary school was rational and legal things, so it probably isn't any fun to mention them.
The purpose of this post isn't to complain to say i had a bad childhood/no childhood. I really meant that i had a bad start, but with some effort i made it to being ME today, and i'm proud of it (Since i can see a lot things others couldn't, figuratively).
That's all i'll say now. Time to rest.
It is about Childhood.
The weird thing about me that's rather different from others is that i somehow split my whole life till now as different phases, as i had different behaviors since young. I do remember that i was an extrovert when i was still in Primary school. The kind who, with a little bit of innocence and stubbornness, seeks joy and a carefree life.
I loved to play pranks on my friends when i was young. Maybe you would argue everyone likes to, but there are those who doesn't, i'm sure of that. I often got into fights with some guys from another class, i even when so far as to go provoke my seniors in the primary school. Yes, i couldn't believe i was once a person like that.
My childhood...is really more on a dark side. They are a part of me i refuse to recognize. I remembered that i once stole money from my family to buy those fanciful stationery (Yeah, those shaker pencils are the trend back then). I was beaten like a dog when i was found out.
That was...Primary 1. Don't ask me how or why do i know about stealing and then lying about it. Then came my later years in my primary school. I started to not do my homework. It was repeatedly done that i eventually made it into the vice principal's office. The principle even tried to convince my family to drop me to a lower band (I was at the highest). But i stuck it through and made it into a secondary school.
Oh yeah, i was a attendant during my primary school days in the school's cyber cafe. Despite the teacher saying to not play games with the computers, i just went ahead. In the end, everyone is coming just to play internet games, which is not the purpose of the cafe. I abuse my power anyway i liked. Responsibilities mean null to me. It never did.
Only when i entered the secondary school did i started to act like a young adult, and correctly. Since all i did in my secondary school was rational and legal things, so it probably isn't any fun to mention them.
The purpose of this post isn't to complain to say i had a bad childhood/no childhood. I really meant that i had a bad start, but with some effort i made it to being ME today, and i'm proud of it (Since i can see a lot things others couldn't, figuratively).
That's all i'll say now. Time to rest.
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