Resolutions of Life

Ok, so it's been quite some time since i last updated, but i'll go through things a little brief this time. --- I've went for my medical checkup, and the news is not exactly nice. Apparently they still can't find out what's wrong with me other than high blood pressure, and i have got 4 more appointments with them. This kind of hit me hard. It wasn't any better when my Father said that it's due to my coffee-drinking habit. Fine, i'll ditch coffee drinking. The thing about this is that i'll miss a lot of lessons in school, which i really need them now. In order to make it up, it looks like i'll be attending night study. --- Then there's my academics. For Accounting, my results pretty much stabilised. I still have some doubts and misconceptions about Partnership, but it's more or less in my hands now. I am confident that in my 'A' levels, i'll definitely get above a B grade for Accounting. For Physics, it's still a low-flying...

Didn't really planned to post this soon, but after i read one of my friend's blog, i might as well. It is about Childhood. The weird thing about me that's rather different from others is that i somehow split my whole life till now as different phases, as i had different behaviors since young. I do remember that i was an extrovert when i was still in Primary school. The kind who, with a little bit of innocence and stubbornness, seeks joy and a carefree life. I loved to play pranks on my friends when i was young. Maybe you would argue everyone likes to, but there are those who doesn't, i'm sure of that. I often got into fights with some guys from another class, i even when so far as to go provoke my seniors in the primary school. Yes, i couldn't believe i was once a person like that. My childhood...is really more on a dark side. They are a part of me i refuse to recognize. I remembered that i once stole money from my family to buy those fanciful stationery (Yeah, ...

2 hours to our nation's birthday. Yay! Frankly speaking, is it really significant here? Most children are too young to understand 'patriotism', few teenagers really appreciate what National Day means, while most adults struggle to make ends meet. From the start of this nation till today, the significance of this once-grand event has gone on a straight downhill. What i heard in school, is really people just being happy about the holidays granted. Yet, such phenomenon can't be blamed. Where and what era are we living in? How hard it is nowadays to live in financial aspects? People are now prioritizing on accumulating wealth. Living simple and 'happy' is no longer the common goal. I only hope that, in their journey to pursue their ideals, they don't compromise their own morals...and their loved ones. --- Yesterday was the school's National Day celebration. The whole thing is just superb. We did close to nothing. Seriously, this is practically the first time...

Ahaha...and what would you call an utter disappontment. My name is not on the ranking list this time. For the first time in...i'm not sure, 2 years? My name is finally wiped from the list. I'll admit. I'm a little disappointed, but i can't blame it on anyone or anything other than myself. I'm playing my games and not giving my studies heck even during the exams. This kind of outcome is not at all unexpected. This instead gives me a harder pinch. I'll just have to put my name back there by force. And i don't mean just barely cutting in. I'll cut in high enough to make the mark. Yeah. I'll do it. Anything to put me back there.