Resolutions of Life

So it's been confirmed. I'm one of the top students in the cohort again. This fact is not really a big deal. Truth be told, i'm quite disgusted that i'm a top-scorer. Why? I show you my results and we'll see. H2 Physics - D H2 Maths - S H2 POA - C (I'm the highest in my class) H1 GP - D Is this something a 'top-scorer' of a school should get? I have to admit that this prelims, i actually have a set of target scores to get, but the actual results are far from it. Not only does this shows the standards of our school, but it also says a lot for myself, that i've not been working hard enough. I'd say, even now i'm still not trying my best at studying. How? Say, the physics paper earlier this week on Monday. It was a Paper 3 from a only mediocre JC, but the questions just stumped me. Or we can go back to Tuesday, when i had the POA Mock exam. Despite Mr T's continuous effort to go through the Job Order Costing subject, i flunked tha...

So, like... I HAVE A COMPUTER TO MYSELF NOW!!! Haha, the 9.30pm limit is finally no a trouble anymore. --- I don't really have anything to say. Just that, it seems that Fate has it mysterious way of working things. That somehow, i kept seeing the girl i like everywhere. I guess, it seemed like an omen or something. I think i overdid somethings back then, i'm probably pulled back into that spiral...but... Ah it's confusing, so let me sort it out first.

Ok, i do know that i said i have a 2-week prelim exam and it's been 3 weeks, but i just didn't feel like posting last week. So, the prelim exams are over. The results are rather devastating. But i've made improvements on certain subjects. I failed my Maths paper 1, because Pure Mathematics is never my forte. I merely scraped through Physics. I got highest for POA for my class, but it was just a C grade. Oh well, enough of the depressing stuff. What is important now is to stay strong and make it through. --- ...and somehow i find my mind drifting back to her. What the heck must i do to really forget? --- Oh yeah, about the tagboard...screw it, i'm not changing my ways of dealing things. Tagboard will remain as a 'no' here until i'm happy with it. --- That's about it. (Pretty short for a long absence huh?)