Resolutions of Life

"I guess i read stuff that i'm not supposed to see again." --- Supposedly i was going to attend the GP essay writing session early this morning...or i mean, dawn. However, i guess i spent too much time flipping in bed yesterday night that i missed out a lot of sleep. I ended up jumping back to bed...just for that 1 hour more of sleep. Oh well, today is any normal Monday. A super long day, that is. I guess the lesson i had fun most is actually accounting. I FINALLY, FINALLY cleared my doubts on Partnership. That is one of the bigger problem i had in Accounting. Now, only Incomplete Records and Ratios left. Wrote the essay in the afternoon. Man, it was one of the few essays i had so many ideas and with no more ink to finish! Now that was overkill...and the topic was on Mathematics! PE was quite fun, except during the Passing training. Everyone was into pairs and i, with a luck that's worse than help, am paired up with my Year 1 dance partner. It was really fine, but i m...

What do people do when they get old? I went to the barber to have my hair cut, since school is starting and my hair is beyond acceptable length. I happened to see the senior citizens there also having their hair cut. One thing that puzzled me is, that their hair is not even long or the type that cause any irritation. As i sit and wait for my turn, i can hear the old man and the barber talking about a lot of things. They were laughing and smiling and all that stuff. It's kind of comforting to know that, interaction is still strong even in these days. Being "Old" does not mean that you have to sit at home and do nothing, just like "Old people". To that guy i saw yesterday, at least it seemed to me that he is everything but 'old'. --- Had BBQ at MY's house in the evening. Apparently, our seat was taken by another family, who insist that the sheltered seat is free for everyone. MY was pissed big time and started talking 'loudly' in sarcasm. What ...

I failed to achieve my target score for my Economics. It was a C. I wanted to shout. I wanted to scream, even. But as i looked around and saw many crying faces, i just couldn't bring myself to. I should be considered lucky. There were people who were worse, i'm already fine. This way of thinking shouldn't be, but as the situation demands, i had to lie to myself. Looking around, it's not like i'm in an elite institution. Elites cry even if they a B, they want a A and nothing else. Us? Some can still laugh and smile with an E. Perhaps they are trying to be strong. Perhaps they already expected so. I have no idea. For me, regrettably, i've already expected this since i stop writing after the paper a few months ago. It wasn't really a big blow but i'm a little worried. Thanks to Mr T who still went on encouraging me. He is right, that H1 shouldn't be prioritised, and that i should focus on my H2 subjects now. I intend to. The Physics Common Test results ...