It...certainly has been long. Long since i posted here that is. School had re-opened, and i'm back to my studies already. Of course, that really only meant that i need to comply to a timetable. Nothing else is changing. I think. ...and yet, i felt like i have lost my drive to go on studying. I've fallen sick after Chinese New Year. Had a really bad cough that just won't go away. For that i took 2 days of medical leave...it's a good thing that i pick the days without much lessons, but i think this also meant that i'm dodging a lot of things. Sometimes i just felt that, i'm not as smart as i think i am. But when i take the tests and examinations, the illusions build up again. That i can actually handle it. I wish i can ask her for help, but i'd think that it's better not to bother her anymore. I ran out of things to say. Pretty funny considering how long have i stayed away. ...and i wish all out there, a Happy Valentine's Day.