Resolutions of Life

I missed the physics lesson held yesterday because of some mis-communication, but i heard that its a lesson on Electric Field, and i'm not weak on that subject, so i am kind of glad that i missed it. Mr C still called to tell me that there's lesson on Wednesday, though. ...in NUS. I paid $7.50 for the materials required, reached the place, and found out that it's not an actual lesson. The whole lecture was really interesting, though, conducted by a University Professor. In contrary to what i have thought, a boring and gloomy lecture, the professor made a lot of jokes and liven up the whole lecture. I feel that i can absorb the information better. After his lectures and some experiments, we went on to do a practical ourselves. Nothing much, so i won't go into it...one thing i can say, is that we apply a lot of equations and theorems into the experiment, but sometimes we still do things based on our intuition. Went home afterwards...after a short 'tour' in NUS. Th...

Life is full of wonders. For example, i wonder which kind of wonders are out there. I wonder why do i have dreams that lets me keep my hopes high but never came true. I wonder if you ever even had the thought of giving me a chance. I wonder if i can really wait for life like i was saying to everyone. I wonder if i got no answer so that you know there will always be someone helping you. I wonder who is the person you like. I wonder where you are now. I wonder what kind of answer i am expecting from you if i ask you again. I wonder if you're happy. I wonder if it's stupid for me to keep waiting. I wonder if things will ever go my way. See? That's 10 wonders from my life already, and there's more. Taking all of mine and multiplying it by the number of people in the world, and you get a world full of 'wonders'. --- I got the Prinny game finally. It...wasn't really much nicer than i expected, it's a stage-by-stage game, each stage is rather challenging and th...

...and so my brother got back his PSLE results today. His score wasn't exactly impressive, because it's under his expectations by A LOT...but he still beats mine anyway. Hey brother, cheer up and stay strong for the challenges up ahead. Oh, and i met Mr T, my P6 teacher who also remembered who i am! Haha, dear dear nostalgia. --- Gundam vs Gundam was out! It plays exactly like Rengou vs Zaft, but with lower and tuned-down graphics. The first unit i used wasn't the Wing Zero like i thought i would, but instead, i used Trowa's Heavyarms Custom. Gameplay was better than i could have hoped for, unlike the reviews i've been reading based on the arcade version (Which is supposed to be better). Just waiting for the Prinny game! --- Good luck for tomorrow. You'll get what you want.

I thought i would come running here giving a post after my exams are over. Immediately. But i guess i did not. So, the 'A' Levels examination is finally over for this year. It also meant that i don't have to touch the subjects i've gone through, that's Mother Tongue and Economics. Normally, it would mean a lot. However, i don't have that 'Holiday' feeling. I didn't even feel relieved even though the Economics paper was fine. There is this...invisible weight lying on my shoulders, and i have absolutely no idea what that was. Maybe it's because i'm scared of next year, with more subjects during the examinations. Maybe it's because of something else. Whatever it is, this feeling is really annoying and i want to get rid of it as soon as possible. --- I started to read manga online. Yes, after browsong their directory and archives, i felt really stupid to actually spend money on something you can actually get for free. All you need is some pat...

Perhaps i was over-simplifying things. After my PW Presenatation, i kind of lose focus at everything. My studies, games and other stuff like that. Something keeps distracting my mind, i thought it would be better to do just nothing. I think, i'm only waiting for the end of this year to come. I had this thought, an obnoxious and overly-confident thought that things will definitely go my way. But perhaps it's just not as simple as i thought would be. I'm living everyday without an aim, a cause, a meaning. I feel that, humans with a meaning in life, is no different from animals that we see around. That is how i felt really. I live everyday hating myself doing that, because i'm aware that i'm just wasting my life away. But then again, a part of me actually loves it. --- 2 days later would be my last paper of this year: Economics. After that, well, i'll just prepare for whatever is about to come. I feel like screaming out loud, but there's little point to it when...

H1 Project Work officially ends today. Yet the highlight of the task is yesterday, when my group did the Oral Presentation. It's not that i want to brag, but in my opinion, among the 5 groups in my own class, my group is the best in terms of clarity, fluency as well as our presentation effectiveness. It's also nice to say that all of our members did well in their responses to questions. Overall, we did well. Well enough to expect an A. Our journey down this 7-8 months was tough. Very tough. Through this time period, we see much more than we normally would. How one would actually behave, how one will actually rise to the occasion. For my group, we have both of these cases. I've seen people who did not contribute at all despite what they say, i've also seen people who worked more than i expected them to. To my group members, thank you for the well-done presentation. Even though i pretty much did everything else, the written report, the compilation of slides, but at the en...